Another Mistake, Another EPIC FAIL. Could it get any worse

After one of the worst bust we've ever had with a significant setup turned to complete crap, I made another mistake on not chasing in Missouri yesterday. I was thinking about heading down to Ft. Scott and almost did but for some weird reason that excapes me I decided not to go and missed a nice tornado just 15 miles NE of there. And then Tony Laubach who was sitting not even in a SLGHT risk saw a beautiful cone tornado. He has had a great season and everyone needs to congratulate him. Congrats man!! Ugh my optimistic personality I have had for years is completely fading away now. Could things possibly get ANY worse. I just want 1 decent full condensed tornado even if it is only down for 1 minute. Please Ma Nature give me a tornado.